harmonious harvests. [6 – HARMONY]

Today marks the Full Moon in Virgo, which also happens to be the first and only Supermoon of the year. This moon is called the “Snow Moon” because it represented when the heaviest snow would fall during the time Native Americans inhabited the land. It’s said that this transit is happening while we are transitioning into Pisces season, which is the closing of doors in regards to the zodiac cycle. The Full Moon, which typically is connected to release, is asking you to take a step back from everything, assess how far you come, let go of what doesn’t serve you still (the shit that you know is sitting in your face that you’re ignoring) and step into your authority. We all have been experiencing a lot of back and forth when it comes to making decisions on what we want and deserve, and this Super Moon is telling us to take what is ours and make it our bitch. When you detach yourself from things so heavily, take an objective step back and assess, and come back…that’s when you’re able to make the best decisions and that is what this Super Moon is asking you to do.

These days, I’ve been in the business of trying to figure out what my next move is going to be. I know that I have been outgrowing a lot of things in my life: people, places, situations, lifestyles…and I’ve been feeling like there’s a breakthrough on the horizon. This aligns quite perfectly with what the Cosmos are telling us to pay attention to, and I’ve been allowing my intuition to lead more than ever these days. This is important because we are celestial beings beyond anything else, and our spirits know what is going to be best for us in order to function at our highest level of good. I’ve been questioning a lot in life lately – there’s been quite a lot of reason for me to do that. I’m at an age where everything is like coming with a consequence, and I want to ensure that whatever decisions I make are going to benefit me in the long run.

With this Super Moon we are experiencing today (10:53 AM is the time I believe that the Full Moon actually hits), it’s going to make us move forward, excavating the fears that we possess at our core to ensure that we don’t worry about what’s coming forward. We can tend to overthink things (I’m the prime example of a bitch that does that), and what you are being asked to do right now more than ever is trust your gut and trust your instincts as to where they are trying to lead you. Don’t let your fears overrun your decisions, and lead with the truth.

Today as I was doing my morning pull, I came across the Harmony card. I wanted to share it because lately, I have been working on keeping the consistency in my pulling and people have been wanting me to share more of my pulls, so anyways, lemme go ahead and explain what this Harmony card is bringing up for me. IMG_1146

The Harmony card, as you can see, has two people that seem as though they are joining forces. It’s a Major Arcana card, and the number 6 (represents appreciation, self-sacrifice, loyalty, responsibility) is at the top. I look at this as the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine coming together to find peace in their situation. Surrounding them are flowers, which identifies their connection to the overall being that is Nature and when the two are able to combine, there is a Light that appears between them. What I interpret this to be is searching for those parts of yourself that you are attempting to bring to the forefront and make those prevalent, while also appreciating those parts of yourself that you may feel overrun you for the worse. Remember that life is a balance and when you are able to find true harmony in any situation, joy is right around the corner. Allowing the pieces of yourself that you want to shine come to the surface is what is the main focus for you during this time frame, and the Light will appear when you find harmony in all that you’re working towards.

The card signifies that there is a possibility that there will be some deep spiritual initiation, partnership, or union that manifests itself currently or in the future. Don’t think of it just as a love affair; it can appear as a variety of things. Remember that all partnerships are valuable and that you need to ask yourself if these partnerships in your life are bringing to you what you need in order to feel grounded. Every person is a mirror reflection of you, and at this time you need to truly focus on ensuring that you are making the proper choices in your relationships and loosing yourself of those people and places that don’t support your inner space. Every person you encounter is made to teach you something, and when the course that they offer is up, lovingly let them go. Some folks are made to be life-long subscribers, as they bring harmonious pleasures to your life. Take some time today to distinguish who brings you peace, who doesn’t, and whether or not your ‘places & spaces’ empower and encourage you to be all that you can be. If they are not doing that, lovingly release them and spend some time today taking inventory on what needs to be purged in order for you to allow Harmony to be your barometer.

Otherwise, personally…I have high hopes for whatever is to come. The thing about life is whenever you have lows, the only way to go is up. I trust that no matter what comes my way, I’ll be able to use the wisdom that I carry in order to grow. I encourage you to use your wisdom to make sense of things during this Full Moon season, and release that which does not serve you. Also, start to manifest the New Beginnings you want to see in your life, and allow those to be where you start sending your energy. It’ll benefit you in the long run in so many ways, and you’ll have the starting points for the blueprint that you’re creating, or already have started to draw up.  The future awaits.

.Amen. Asé.



new energy surges through us when we allow ourselves to be vessels to do such. we have officially entered 2019, which i’m deeming the year of creativity and balance. some of us may come up with new year’s resolutions or some of us come up with themes (my partner refers to his years having overall themes to them and i totally accepted his POV) and i realize that when you set an intention and a thought towards something, it has the ability to manifest within a timeline that you may not be able to pinpoint.

this last year, i wrote down a couple of goals for the year. ever since 2016 going into 2017 (i may have done it in the past, but never wrote it down), i decided that i would take time in order to write down the things that i wanted to manifest for the year/themes i wanted to follow towards my true desires. coming from the annals of my journal:

“trust my intuition. spirit resides deep inside me and my intuition has served me right. i have a lot to offer the world and that intuitive nature will save me beautifully”

this is the year i really got into tarot pulls. you may have had a tarot pull done by me, or you may have seen my posts about them or the energy i was receiving that day. seems like this one was marked off pretty well.

“stick to my word to myself. keep your integrity to yourself especially when it matters to your own growth. when you feel the need to work, work. when you feel the urge to write, write. when you think about what makes you happy, do it. don’t let life just pass you by anymore. you belong in this world and you will find the path that brings you utter joy soon.”

this one is interesting because this year, i learned who i was and how to say ‘no’ to things i didn’t want to do. as a natural people pleaser, i tend to take other peoples’ opinions to heart and don’t want to do anything that is beside them or makes them feel uncomfortable. this year, i said fuck that. i completely decided to stay in MY lane. do what was right for ME. i didn’t 100% get over the whole “not letting other people influence my decisions” thing but i definitely let go of the reins a bit. i started this blog this year. i started my video channel too. i took 8 weeks of unpaid leave at work because of health issues and had to get better. i’m still finding the path, but at the same time the brush on it has kinda been swept away a bit and the path is becoming clearer.

the magic in writing these things down and having them to go back to is powerful – i believe that 1) how you start your year (meaning what type of event do you attend, you chilling at home, you blacked out somewhere) and 2) how you prepare for it are the ways that dictate what the year gives. this past year, i think i was asleep, woke up at home in my bed right before the ball drop and then ki’d on Twitter. i was on Twitter a LOT this year and i was at home IN MY BED a lot this year. however, this year i chilled elsewhere with some pretty nice vibes, had my first real ‘new year’s kiss’ and got some rest. and the energy the next day felt like it was a dervish of light. and i got to do what i wanted, which was sit, play games with my friends online, sleep, eat and watch Survivor.

i’ve got good vibes about this year and i send them all to you that read. remember that it’s important to have a driving force as to where you want to go. you have to have gas in the tank in order for shit to pop off. if you don’t fill the tank with gas, the car will never start or it won’t get to where you’re trying to get. make sure that you keep all this in mind as we walk into the beast that is 2019. energy shows that doing this and having it ready by the 5th is when it’s going to stick at its highest vibration because of the eclipse. SHE READY! it’s gonna be a wild ride but i know that at the end of this year, i won’t be even able to take myself.

amen. asé.



Happy Tuesday, friends. It’s been a couple of days since I have written last, and I have been dying to develop new content. I spent some time outside of the city camping playing Survivor in upstate New York! This was such a wonderful experience and I’m so glad to have met the people that I met, and play the game. Here’s a sneak peek from the original tribe I was put on and us after winning our first challenge.

IMG_7046I can’t even begin to explain what it’s like to play this game – it wasn’t the real show but more like a fan-based version of the game that I participated in. I played in challenges, strategized, and all of the like. I was camping essentially for two days outside in the elements. If you want to see some of the stuff that I did, you can check out the Survivor: New York page for the time being until the actual episodes are created. I can’t wait for you all to see how I did, and what this experience was like for me.

After all of this, I came back to real life after being disconnected from the world for two days and came back to start my job in a new role. It’s been such an adjustment being back in this world and just trying to find balance. I have been having a hard time re-centering myself because I’ve just been going to work, trying to make meetings, trying to figure out how to get to the gym, catch up on all my shows, do stuff for work to prepare, and be an actual person. Work being back in my life has made me feel even more off kilter than before, and it’s been a struggle to figure out my place in the world. Things have been feeling like they lack purpose in some sense, because I feel like there’s always just so much to do and there’s not enough time.

I ask you – have you ever felt the same way? Have you felt like time escaped you and you didn’t know what to do about it? This is really a devil that we all tend to deal with in terms of finding balance, and making sure we stick to what our intuition tells us. We all have to work to make money. We all have other obligations we have to fulfill. But at the same time, if the things that you are doing are not purposeful and giving you true enjoyment in your real life. I am learning what that looks like for me on a daily basis, and if you are searching for balance in your life, you should take some time to map that out.

I’ve been trying to be more intentional about what I do, where I go, and when I go places and listen to my body. Your body is a great barometer in figuring out what is necessary for you at the time and whether or not you are in a good place. When my body says no more, I listen. I can’t push myself to a limit that it doesn’t have instilled in the first place. You also have to take into account all that you have achieved up until this point, and remember that you have to be a leader in your own life in order to have what you want be the outcome. You have lots of inner wisdom that lets you know what resonates with you and what doesn’t. You have to remember that advancement in your own spiritual self is growth and that so much is going to manifest itself for you in terms of having what you need if you stay grounded. Take time to work all that out on today, and figure out what you need in terms of feeling like you have it all together. It isn’t easy, but it’s worth it.

Amen. Asé.



P.S. Recently, I appeared on a friend’s YouTube series entitled Unzipped! You should check me out talking about open relationships here, and get my feel on it along with my friend Hector.